Carol In Love

Suhi Making

2011-09-06T18:48:00.002+08:00

Today, I went to my sempai's house to make sushi~~

melissa and li yun they making mapo tofu

while jie shen sempai making japanese curry

The mapo tofu was nice, there are 2, 1 is a little bit salty

while the other just right(got spicy^^)

jis shen's curry was a little too spicy for me

so I was like after eating 1 wait for a while to cool down then eat again

we also taking a lot of photo but mostly is like unglam photos

It was all taken by li yun

but I think got some photos look a bit wrong though...

we had a lot of fun with the photo^O^

I wanna to have this event again*O*

Fire in me

2011-07-22T23:58:00.002+08:00

I really really really angry

Y u ask???

cus of this idiot that y

At first is ok but wif all project n presentation

everything gone out of place

not only me but eveyone too

is angry

only that person haven notice

maybe that person notice just dun wan to admit it

what I have to say alreay said to that person

But what I said is no use

cus that person won't listen

I'm about to reah my limit

If i reach my limit

I won't let person to have face

that person will surely lose face infront of everyone

y???

when that time come everyone will no

if that time nv come

everyone will be relieve

Cus I dun think is a gd thing

just wanna say that

when one make another reach their limit

that 1 person will fall apart or break

when that time come

what will that person do to the person who make them like that

will have no idea what will happen to them

My thought

2011-07-03T15:26:00.002+08:00

In the past,

whenever I look up in the night sky,

I always feel sad.

It will make me think of my unhappiness.

However,

now

I don't think it this way anymore.

I've realise that as time past

I experience a lot of things,

happy, sad, angry, betray, get used etc...

I learn to become stronger and stronger

I will see for myself

what true friends really means

what are the things that I always want

what are the confused feeling I've had in the past

I will one by one conquered it

I want to let those people

who always think little of me

know that I not the type that give up easily

and I will fight it to the end with my own will power

the way I felt

2011-05-21T21:48:00.003+08:00

I feel great

but...

there is something I hate.

I want to forget.

In truth,

from the start

I don't even want to know.

The feeling I get

will always always be angry only.

I want to be away from her.

I wish that right from the beginning I will not even know her.
But maybe this is fate

and this fate make me feel miserable.

And for how long can I stop being with her?

From when I was 12,

I know it already.

I don't trust any of them 100%.

Yet some of them make me do the opposite

Now I beieve I can trust, and believe them

but for how long can I believe?

2010-10-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

该做得去做

做错了就改

要做得去做

做了不后悔

想做得去做

不做不要后悔

要保护的

像保护的

要好好地珍惜

不要等到失去了才懂得珍惜

友情，爱情，亲情

都是我们该珍惜的感情

不要等到失去了

朋友，家人，爱人

才后悔莫及

to all my friends

2010-10-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

love is to remember,

hate is to forget,

friendship is our memories,

the time we spent together will not be erased,

for we will be friends like now no matter where we are,

be it now or in the future.

TO ALL MY FRIENDS

I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE NOW...

saturday

2010-09-04T14:10:00.002+08:00

一觉醒来没人在

本人在家没人陪

不知大家去那了

本人在家真无聊

不知大家基点回

只能在家里等待

家里无人只有我

找人聊天无对象

Happy moment:D

2010-08-10T19:12:00.003+08:00

so happy im finally able 2 find the blogskins web

well...actually I 4got the website

so I asked my sis

haha...

anyway I fin ally able 2 find the blogskins I wan...

took me long enough 2 rmd 2 ask my sis

haix...

I tink I really have stm liao...

tat's bad

nid 2 work on my brain memory

ytd celebrate my bdae

2010-01-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

ytd night celebrate my bdae... I actually wan 2 have a chocolate cake but 1 of my cousin cant eat chocolate then i cant chose it...however, I can choose the cake tat have sum chocolate in it also can... ALL seven children take photo tgt...haha...my bro 1 less 1 ppl... The photo I haven get it from my sis...I c when i can get it n put inside my FB...hehe...

celebrate of mine n bro's bdae

2009-12-31T21:06:00.002+08:00

jus come bac from dinner...hehe... My whole family went out 2 celebrate mine n bro bdae...the ppl there keep making mistake...then the crab was so spicy...ok not relly tat spicy but almost 2 my limit... I almost cry...but only tear in my eyes...YES!!! 3 more days celebrate my bdae only...wif cake of course...looking forward to it...

my hols....

2009-12-19T16:10:00.002+08:00

nth much 2 do...almost everyday at home using com...anyway hols r goin 2 end soon... so I wish every1 have a nice hols be4 the sch start...n tis is jus 2 update sumting...if not my blog will feel like it is goin 2 die...haha...

22th november 2009

2009-11-22T10:52:00.004+08:00

2day I was so happy...after finish eating breakfast my mum brought me n sis each a teddy bear... so cute...so soft..so cubby...I take tat as my chrismas present...hehe... so cute...I loved it so much...now I have a total of 17 soft toys on my bed wif me..hehe...but most of them r small 1 so it did not take upo a lots of space... but still...my sis the bed is really full of teddy bear...I now only have 4 teddy bear...the rest r all different type of soft toys...the only ting I can conclude abt my sis is tat she is a bear-lover...-.-

P.S. HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY VINNI!!! :D

finally finished...

2009-11-18T21:32:00.002+08:00

ya...finally finished all the test...now I nid 2 wait 4 the result 2 come out...I wish i pass all the subject...n worst is tat 2day n the day be4 she asked me again... n i told her the reson y i cant lend her alr...dun she understand??? not i dun wan help her but i cant help...anyway wat the problem here is tat i also cant said it out...it jus tat i feel horrible abt tis matter tat i really wanna say all the ting in my mind 2 her...but if i did...she will tink tat i dun wan be fren wif her...but if i dun...she will keep asking me again in the future...it not like i dun like her or dun wan help her or anyting...is jus tat sumtimes the ting she ask 4 help is beyond my...my...wat does tat word called??? anyway u no can liao...

13 November 2009

2009-11-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

2day was sooooooooooooo boring... Almost whole day all alone at home...even though my bro did came bac 2 times but he left home again not even more thyan 1 hr pass... ^The house was so quiet...U can even hear ur own breathing lor... Then at night I went 2 my 2nd aunt house 2 eat dinner. It was then tat I realise tat my small cousin gal got a lazy eye(right) cus her left eyes is cover up...In the afternoon when I went 4 lunch I didnt noticer it at all...i tink wat my parents said was right...I really dun bother abt my surrounding n nv ever notice anyting around me...Even if the house is being taken away I also dunno...But I tink I not tat...how should I said it huh??? well u no...anyway there r ppl out there more senseless than me 1 la...so...im average in tat kind of senseless...ya tat it...:)

november 12,2009

2009-11-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

Morning wake up found tat I m the only 1 at home...dad n mum went 2 work, sis go sch n bro go CCA... My morning was so boring...Afternoon went 2 my 2nd aunt house 2 eat my lunch. on my way home, It started raining... came bac from dinner also the same...2day was totally boring 2 the extend tat I tink I m doin 2 die...My tuition started at 4pm -6pm but my tuition teacher came late so the time is being extended... But be4 tuition end my stomach alr hungry...By the time she said end of tuition I tink my anger alr reached it max...but I still nid 2 control it...Now then I no tat if I too hungry I will get angry, frustrated. jus now all from Pei hwa sec sch ppl...sec 1 or 2 I tink came 2 my house n asked me 2 help them buy ice-cream..(2 of them is the same CCA as me) But luckily my mum came home n I give her 2 handle it... N she brought A durian favour ice-cream...

My mood...

2009-11-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

Tis wk my mood kinda moody during class but after sch I will become more happier...why huh??? Mus be cus tis 3 days in the morning be4 I go 2 sch I nv c my sis...tat wat my sis said 2 me when I tell her abt it...lame right??? 2day during phy lesson mr chua was explaining the wb qns as he go through the ans wif us...Then as he explain he also using action 2 show us...As he wave his hand from right 2 left n left 2 right the marker in his hand(not wif cover) the ink fly out n stain on the white board, notice board, teachers table n his own hand...HAHAHA...so funny... My sis told me tat durin g her sec 3...mr chua teach wingsze class...then on 1 of the lesson he did not close his marker cap then pull down the screen n he accidentally drew a line on the screen...HAHAHA...He a bit careless...But it was fun n the class was not at all boring...wish trm my mood in the morining will not be so moody...It make me feel like I lost sumting important 2 me but i dunno wat tat ting is...it feel like tat but I not so sure is it really like tat...AHHHH...I dun wanna be so moody 4 nth but also not so happy so hyper 4 nth la...It will make me feel like a idiot lor...N tis month got lots of fren bb...but 1 of them is mine sis 1...I m looking 2ward 2 celebrate my dear fren vinni bb ...N no matter wat...I will try my best 2 let my parent allow me 2 go...

ytd night

2009-11-10T20:39:00.003+08:00

Ytd night, my whole family went out 2 eat 2 celebrate my sister's birthday. my dad n mum order 2 crab, 1 plate of vegtable, gu ru rou n fish. I buy my sis a bb present.. It is a small monkey...i tink it's cute n her zodiao is also monkey so I buy her..actully i wanna buy her a tebby bear but her bed got 13 tebby bear alr...Tat cus she like tebby bear...so I tinki maybe I buy her other soft cute toys tat she might like it...

Tis is the monkey I brought 4 her bb :D

At the mrt station

2009-10-31T22:35:00.002+08:00

I finally saw her cute little sistrer up close alr...During friday after the PTM I was at the sengkang MRT station there...I called him n complain 2 him abt my test result...after we hang up the train came...when I went in...He n his family came from the other side n waling towards me...I felt like I have wasted my call fee lor-.- N there he was..carring his little sisiter...Sooooooooo cutttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeee.... But if I rmd correctly... when during the wat celebration her sister was wearing pink colour...on friday she also wear all pink...was it cus she like pink or cus her parent buy her pink clothes only??? or cus I nv c her wear other colour clothes be4??? But her sis was really dame cute sia...I like her sis lor...i wanna c her again..even though she dunno me...anyway she will not no me 1...haha...

mooncake festival

2009-10-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

2day it was so fun...I mean at night. My whole family n my 2nd aunt n uncle family coming 2 my block void deck 2 play candles, lantern n the spackle...it was so fun...My cousin vanessa when she was playing wif the spackle she also do sum dancing..haha..it the spackle was beatifully. After tat our diff floor neighbour also bring their child came down 2 play lantern too...she was so cute...she is smaller than my cousin alyssa...she was at first so scaredd of us but ltr she was wiling 2 play wif us n we have a happy time tgt... she was so cute... after tat her father go bac home n help her take the toy lantern tat have song n also can gives out bubbles 1.. All she wan was 2 'pop' the bubbles... Then my 2 cousins went 2 joined her... after there was no more bubbles than she went home...the most funny ting was tat she called my bro uncle when there r 2 uncles sitting behind...we all laughed out loud...hahaha...she called the rest of us correctly... Does tis mean tat my bro looks very old??? HAHA...tat mean he can't praise himself handsome ,right??? W e also got bring the mookcake down 2 the void deck...As we the children's hand were all dirty...my mother feed us...But the mooncake my sis cut were a bit too big..I dun have enough time 2 chew finish be4 eating my the other half mooncake...when all the spackle were used we go play wif the candles... we lit almost all the candle but still got left sum ...we play until 10pm then we bid good bye 2 each other then we the 2 family went home...so nice...wish tat next year will be fun too...hehe...

thursday n friday

2009-09-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

tis 2 days i had a lot of fun...hehe..thursday i go 2 ngee ann poly 4 the mathematic canival...It was fun n i also get no how far it was too...since i planning 2 go 2 ngee ann poly...haha...Only ngee ann poly have the course tat i wan....so far...my daddy sure tell me go by myself 1...they actually have more than 1 hall n the seat is so special lor...their chair is the the cinima 1 but they can all line up in a vertical row(put the row of chair on top of another row of chair) I was tinking how they do it??? Got control remote or wat??? then how r the ppl goin 2 sit goin up??? HAHA...then friday which is ytd...during CCA time I suddendly all get hyper 4 nth...But it was much more fun if i become hyper i will not get bored??? is tat wat i tinking??? well...but it was still have...sec1 is doin their camp craft test...So...fun...learn diff kinds of knots n titching tent...It was so fun...I tink i ytd relly go crazy...haha...

Oral exam

2009-09-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

2day is the oral exam 4 my eng n chinese... Well...i tnk I did badly in both though...AHHHH...I hate it when it come 2 tis...but at least now i no wat is my error in my eng oral..n tat is my language error...I no I can't really pronounce the words correctly..but sum of the words i also dunnno how 2 read so i any how read...well at least i got try 2 pronounce it out then doin nth n skip the words...I should try harder 4 my eng oral...N my chinese oral cus i was too nervous i did a lot of stammering n i say end word out...but i only say 1 eng word which is 'like'...will my make affect badly??? i tink i alr get low makr 4 my oral since I did not have my confidence in me after so long...haiz...I wish time would go bac so tat i will be able 2 prepare my self again..but i tink tat not possible...Oh...well since it over let it over n start a new day trm morning:)

Still coughing

2009-09-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH.........I hate it....I have been coughing 4 a very long time alr. N it is sitll not recovering...Now my stomach feel pain n terrible whenever i cough... Y the medicine didnt work on me??? OH...I hate it...Jus how long m I goin 2 keep coughing??? I feel terrible...N headache...ut ltr i goin 2 c zhong yi...I jus hope tat i will recover soon...N my bro say if I 1 day slp 24hrs I will not cough...Hello??? if I slp 24hrs I dun nid 2 do my tings alr ya??? n I no nid 2 eat my breakfast, lunch n dinner ya??? wat crap is tat???

yesterday

2009-08-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

ytd I stay at sch the whole day until atnight 8.45 then i go home...cus after CCA I nid 2 go 4 the night study...ms jess tell me n hao ting 2 go...but it was gd...i manage 2 do finish all my friday hw n she go through wif me the problem i have in my compo...N I also get 2 get my dad 2 come n fetch me home... so...gd...(: But it was very tired if cant have a break in between...HAHA...

Fever

2009-08-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

ytd started 2 have sore throat. 2day got fever...not really high..37.7 is the highest i get...but when reached the clinit my fever had gone down 2 37.0....haha...then i eat my lunch alr then i go slp...I slp abt 4hrs then wake up:) I actually nv get 2 go 4 my math lesson n chem prac... How did i get my sore thrat in the first place huh??? it causes cannot go 2 my cca leh...but heng...2day is not the test is only tour around... I thought I gonna miss it...So lucky me..:)

ICE-CREAM

2009-08-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

YA....2day we get bac our A-math quiz test. Mr Neo said tat whoever get A, he will buy them ice-cream...In the end almost the whole class get it:) tat was gd...except tat there was abt 3 2 4 ppl failed..tat wat he said...Oh..I choose the chocolate favour one...hehe...but after I eat finish the next ting I knew was tat I felt sick...I getting a headache n stomach ache...but after a while i feel better...then 2day at LRT station me n sylvia sawe the auntie in sch(1 is the cleaner auntie the other is the sell food 1). we talk 2 each other...it was nice...trm i have a spa test so i go study now..:)

SPCA visit

2009-07-21T20:38:00.003+08:00

2day wentr 2 SPCA...wow...so msny animals...N soooooo................cute lor....we can go inside n play wif them...then i go inside a female dog one called chestnut....i got take pic wif her...by using yee ling fone...then i also went 2 play wif any dog...is a puppy...he like 2 play bite....n is very hyper too...his name is benji....sry the rest i dun really rmd....but i get 2 carry 1 dog n 1 cat:) they are all so cute....i love them all. Sylvia, yeeling n I are tinking of goin there again after all the exam are over:) The dog on the right is also a puppy...i for get his name alr...But he really love 2 play bite...my finger let him but until got a bit red...but it is not painful...is itchy..haha...

PS. the rest of the photo I will update after i get it from yee ling:)

feel tired

2009-07-17T20:41:00.002+08:00

2day i dunno y i feel very tired. First period is geo...I nv done finish my work hp get confiscated n will only get bac when i done finish...then right after sch I got a SS test...20mins 2 right 4 to 5 para...min 2 pass nid 3 paragraph..but i only manage 2 write 2 n a half paragraph...wa....then after SS test, I quickly do finish the geo hw...then i went 2 the staff room 2 find mrs ali. In the end, she say after i find cliff then she give me bac my phone..no choice i go bac class get him n go bac 2 staff room find mrs ali... finally i get my phone...reach home..after eat finish n only watch 1 episode of bleach wif my bro I feel dame tired so i go slp...nv did i no tat i actually slp 4 abt 3 or more hours. AH.....I nv slp tat long lor...anyway i loss weioght again...ah... if i dun gain weight then i will nv get 2 average... k i no alr...must eat more then usually...when average alr then bac 2 normal diet...ya settle...yah!!!

after sch re-open

2009-07-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

sch have re-open again tis week. N I still have not done all my hw finish but manage 2 do finish be4 the teacher wanna us 2 hand it up... Also tis week, mr muru came 2 my class 4 a hp video check...i first thought it was 2 c hu nv switch off their fone but he was checking our video 4 sum reason. He said tat our class got ppl watching porn n 6 ppl own up. N 2day my fren told me tat 3N1 got 1 person got the H1N1. Oh...I also got grow taller...only by 1cm though..well...at least...but hor i taller then qihui n she say she taller then m e by 1cm leh....so...is the teacher c wrong abt my height or her height???? N i only still nid 1 kg more be4 i m average...anyway i m still tinking of a nick name for 1 idiot...wonder wat best suit him???? nvm when the name came up then i tell him...hehe...I be the bad guy..er...nope is gal i not guy...N the june hols hw actually got chinese also...but mr tan n v tell us cus he was on leave 2 teach the sec 4. but he can at least tell the re-lift teracher 2 tell us...n the hw was 2 do 5 newspaper cutting... oh... n cus of the h1N1, after the june hols the first week of sch which is tis week all of our class will not split only during chinese n geo...but even ion recess we only nid 2 sit accordin g 2 sopur classes??? I dun really get it... since inm recess time all the students will get in contact cus we nid 2 line up 2 buy food so even if we sit according 2 our class we alr in contact wif the other classes ppl alr wat...n in the morning n after sch also...so is there really a different in not splitting the classes the same as splitting the classes???

2day

2009-06-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

2day nth much...bro early in the morning go out...then tuition teacher suddenly say tuition change 2 next monday...then be4 sis go out dad came bac...jus like tat....hmmm....it seem like i was whole day in the house....watever...2day really is nth much...anyway it is jus 2 update sumting so tat it will not so call die or wat...

tis few day???

2009-06-05T19:43:00.003+08:00

tis few days, i was all day at home....not really all day.....afternoon n at night go my aunt house eat then came bac.....but it was really boring even though i on my com all day as well.....but I at least can find fren 2 sms wif...hehe..........msn i dunno hu 2 find n talk wif...............sum i dun even rmd hu msn is tat, then sum i dunnno wat topic 2 talk wif them....then sum i think they dun wannna talk wif me cus at sch they also nv like wanna say hi 2 me or talk wif me so i tink i dun disturn them....then sum i tink they will be busy wif their work...like my seniors.... but now i can only find 2 ppl 2 talk wif...:) poh im n wen xun.....i very seldom sms her alr...cus now i wanna sabo my senior wen xun...........haha..........i so bad....but no choice i was bored 2 death..........n i ask him alr n he said nvm so i can keep bothering him....:) but if near his o level then i cant alr.....but nvm.......tat days still a little bit far away so dun tink too much now.........haha.............but hor..........now at home really boring sia....n sum more my tat bro also go camp...now it make it even more boring tis 3 days....but 2 day he coming bac....haha.......tis also mean tat my sis n mom will have a lot of trouble time laio....haha..........im goin enjoy it...........i tink at the same time i will also like inb the past fight wif him sum times....haha.............

the lift...(the building tat i live in)

2009-05-20T18:12:00.002+08:00

i was really really angry lor. I was waiting 4 the lift. 'A' stop at 4th floor, 'B' went upwards. So, I was waiting Press the bottom n wait n looking at the CCTV tat can c wat happen in the lift. I saw tat the 'A' lift is not coming down n the CCTV show tat the lift door keep open n close. then after tat 3 guys from north vista ppls went into the lift. But I tink they nv plan 2 come down cus the were inside the lift n playing wif the door. I was jus abt like goin up 2 the 4th floor, the 'B' lift ws coming down. So i dun really care abt the 'A' lift again. But i was really angry leh. 2day i got my 2.4 run then after tat my leg was pain all the way leh. N feel like jelly lor. then they keep playing wif the lift then i wait there 4 so long. Then my legs was like going 2 break liao they still plaing wif the lift. If can i really wanna kill them. But i tink cant... Cus i dun even no them but by seeing their uniform....I tink they r north vista ppls. They should e more considerate 2 others ppls....tat wat i tink la....

My fren's fren blog

2009-05-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

WOW....since our sch the foyer there got com alr, we could use it without any qns. So, my fren went into her fren blog. At first i nv really paying attention 2 her blog. It is my fren say tat she was scolding her mum in her blog when her family alr have finicial problem, n she everyday buy lot of brand tings n within a year, she changes her handphone lots of time like she got a lot of money. She also say tat she understand tat y her mum so angry alr but she still scold her mum. Is tat reaaly called understanding mean??? I tink tat is called disunderstanding bah....Anyway, I actually wanna go 2 c my blog...but i 4got my blog link-.- I no its lame....Cant help it wat...4get mean 4get. Anyway I dun really rmd my own tings...so I tink nvm 1 la...n m y senior always trick me...So unfair... but i cant do anyting...waaaaaaaaaa.......OMG....test paper 1 by 1 is coming bac....Up until now i no my phy pass...YESSSSSSSSSSSSS I pass...then my chinese also...e math paper 2 also pass the rest i dunno liao.... Wish i all pass...even though I no my geo n ss have alr fail.... Now is tat my chem..Pls dun fail...if not i will die...jus pass also can...PLs god....

Almost get bang by a car........

2009-05-10T14:50:00.002+08:00

Jus eaten finish my lunch outside. when we were goin bac home on the way, I was almost get bang by a car. I tink a bit more i will really get bang. it was like tis....We went 2 the traffi light, then when the man is green, we started walking. As i really nv look out 4 the car...jus when i look infront of me, a car jus dash across. And the traffic light 4 the car is still red n the traffic light 4 us 2 walk is still green...I was a bit shocked....-.-Then got 1 uncle from the other side of the traffic light(which is the 1 the we r walking toward 2) tell us the car number plate...My mum scold tat Car owner very very....(dunno how 2 said) I tink i nid 2 practice not 2 look at the floor when i walk.

almost.........

2009-05-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

ytd I jus bought the mother day present bac...Then i put it under my table...I thought my mum 2day will not be at home...so....then when we came bac from breafast...she asked sis wat is the ting tat is under my desk....OMG...almost found out....I quickly hide it away...

Today

2009-05-08T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today. I got a ss test/exam. I only get to do finish my section A...My section B I only do the intro n the first measure tat is lest then 3 lines then times up liao....Which mean I lost my 25 mark...which is also the passing grade. My physcis...I tink is ok can...so i tink i can pass physcis. Then syupid wen xun I already no i fail my SS alr yet he still tell me then I goin 2 fail badly 4 my SS....tat was my 伤心处。 really sad sia...then abt 2pm , poh im n i meet at hougang mall... she goin 2 collect her spect n buy her mother day present. then I also wanna buy my mother day present...wow...i spent so much money....oh...I also nid 2 buy my aunt birthday present....dunno whether they like it a not??? then we go 2 my house void, n we chat 4 a while be4 goin bac 2 hougang mall 2 meet albinia....then we go mac...poh im eat fried, me n albinia eat ice-cream....poh im put the chilli n the sugar n saly tgt n mix them....OMG...so disgusting....she even got go n taste it....n say it is sweet...Hu will go n taste the weird stuff....I was wonderi9ng if she will get a stomach ache a not???

erm...no topic i tink

2009-05-05T20:00:00.003+08:00

tis few week having exam. so nth much happen. But mr nizam came bac from japan:) he treat the whole of last year E6 ppl. Cool....I tink he got a bit fat...around his face. we take lots of pic though...I haven't get it from my fren the pic...maybe after the exam then i take ity from their facebook. nth much 2 post la....some 1 say my blog is abt 2 die liao so i post sumting ....lame i no...anyway now exam...every1 is studing... so i tink tis is my last post if any futher post nid 2 be done it will be after exam....:)

today

2009-04-13T19:21:00.002+08:00

today I very blur...it was like tis, I was in the dance room 4 eng class reading newspaper. Then when I put down the newspaper so tat i can put my legs straight then i was like tinking where the hell is my wallet??? I usually put inside mt pocket but 2 day NCDCC day then i nid 2 wear the NCDCC full uni so i didnt put my wallet inside my pocket. I keeping telling haoting syl n yee ling. But after eng class we go bac 2 our classroom then i found my wallet inside my plastic bag....haha...funny... I really rmd i got take it wif me 1 lor....i tink i have tink wrongly haha... 2day I also ha ve NAFA test....my sit n reach i can only get to 32 cm....:( is a E then my shutter run is 10.65s n 11.85s but i get A, Inclind pull up I can do 14 so I get a B, sit up I can do 32 so I get a A n lastly my standing board jump i can jump 2 190 cm n 187 cm so I get a A. well i only left my 2.4 nid 2 complete :)

Mood swing i tink

2009-04-09T19:49:00.003+08:00

2day I dun no wat happen 2 me. I feel like I got mood swing 2day. 一下子开心一下子生气 funny....MY day went like tis....morning go sad tried face...after the first peirod of the class i cheer up a bit...then after chinese class i hyper...at math peer tutoring group i get fustrated by 1 idiot in my class....the after i go home wif jocelyn, vinni, angeline, n porntep. after sumtime i feel happy again...i tink i rather tink of happy ting then keep tinking abt all the work i nid 2 do....ya right i should have done tat early....but...i most of the time tink of happy ting right??? i tink so...

PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINE!!!

homework

2009-04-05T12:51:00.002+08:00

After My tuition teacher change, I have more hw then ever. Maybe cus of cca...tat y i have no time. I can manage 2 do finish my sch hw, however, I cant finish my tuition hw. She tell her uncle tat i did not do the hw she gave. then her uncle tell my uncle n my uncle tell my mum. Mum scolded me 4 tat. she make me feel very embarrass. Her uncle is my uncle fren....She can jus tell my mum abt it. Y she have 2 tell her uncle 4??? i trying all my best 2 do finish all my hw in time. Not only sch work but also tuition 1 leh...If she dun believe me she can jus tell me or my mum. I dun relly care abt wat she told as long as i done my part as a student. i dun really hate or dun like her or wat. Is jus tat Iu dun like her 2 tell how i perform in her class 2 her uncle instead of my mum or tell me. she tell her uncle her uncle cant do anyting n will make me feel embarrass in front of hym only. tat wat i dun like. But the hw she give me like i have a lot of free time like tat but she say at least complete 70% of the work she give me...well...i tink tat will be fine if my sch work is not tat much...but..............I still got work at home nid 2 be done-.- haix...so sad...so bad...no more rest until june....

HATE

2009-03-04T19:53:00.003+08:00

I hate hate hate.....2day...2day not my day. feel like im in hell. I REALLY JUS WANNA 2 SHOUT OUT ALL TNOSE WORDS TAT WAS IN MY HEART RIGHT NOW... but cant cus at home n at night some more...anyway edven i realyy shout out so wat...no use....hate hate hate...I tink tat dead is better then alive but alive is much more better then dead. however i jus feel like dying right now. Pls god if u can...tell me how will i die...I jus wish tat i dun die under of wat im tinking...

CCA...

2009-02-27T21:26:00.001+08:00

2day got my CCA...Then got train for the speech day. WA lao lor...Mr Tan said we did not do very well then we must do again like tat i ok la. But then Tuesday still nid...Then tis mean tat next week I have 4 days of CCA. Tuesday, Thursday, Friday n Saturday I have CCa... Like tat I no nid 2 rest liao lor...Wa lao...Then Mr Tan gave us the training very tough...Then Saturday the training is 4 the NCDCC DAY. Like tat have alr taken away all my rest time liao. Feel like dieing liao...My legs pain sia....all red alr la...then the uniform nid 2 wear 4 so many days...so smelly... My legs goin 2 suffer abt 2 or 3 months liao...

MY holidays gone...

2009-02-26T18:08:00.002+08:00

OMG....I nid 2 go 4 the NCDCC day suporting contingent trainings...It is abt 3 months...N nid 2 go 2 sch on sat 4 abt 5 hours....then after tat i still have tuition... 18 days...total...then sum even on the week days....after sch...IS tis my sec 3 life??? OMG...I really wan 2 be lazy on sat n sunday...tat mean i nid 2 wait until may is over then i get 2 have my sat hols bac...then I tink I on sunday nid 2 have a longer slp or is it tat friday i nid slp early or tat sat I dun nid 2 do sum of the house work n leave it 4 my bro 2 complete? may be i leave it 4 him 2 complete:) then i will get 2 rest more in home be4 the tuition start:) y did I get selected? I really wanna be lazy at sat....O god y u dun let me....Anyway, tis year the sch was fun too n get 2 no new frens. Except tat the new principal I dun like only the rest still okay...haha....

nth better 2 do:)

2009-02-16T21:09:00.002+08:00

2 day at sch during the flag raising, my hands n legs keep shaking...dunno y...the after recess then it stop shaking liao, tat was a relieve 2 me. Then 2 day I still have tuition...-.- I haven done my tuition hw lor...lol... but i some how manage 2 do finish be4 tuition teacher come:) Tis new tuition still ok la...but she talk very fast...tat the only prolem ..haha....the geo hw I dun really no how 2 do lor...now dunno then the test I die liao....OMG....I dun really interested in geo. But I choose geo cus no nid 2 write as much as the his:) tat y...now i really regret it....Now regret also no use liao... jus as well take it n learn it... maybe i will be interest in it after sum time ba...I tink I will also not change the blog skin sumtime...:) C first...:)

CCA

2009-02-13T20:30:00.002+08:00

2day I feel very tired cus I ytd did not slp well...

tat was due 2 tat I was waiting 4 "her" 2 reply me...

but she did not in the end-.-

n I also feel very sick...ok ...not very is sick only...

Then I have CCA after sch...

During CCA, I have rehearse 4 the speech day.

n during the rehearse I dun relly feel very well

but I tink tat ws due 2 my " not slp well"

so I did not said anyting...

It was tiring...

but I tink not so tiring then the rest of them

We still nid 2 train 4 the speech day until 20th of march...

If i did not hear wrong it is until 20th of march..:)

Jocelyn n i have exchange our valentine present:)

Even though it is the same but i still like it..:)

Ok 2 end my tis entry...

I wish everyone...

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!:)

After sch reopen

2009-01-14T21:03:00.003+08:00

When sch started, I was very happy. But i do not no y, whenever i reached home from sch i was very tired. Before sch end, I do not feel tired lor....I tink is cus of the heavy bag i carry...oh...my birthday is at 1 week ago n my fren they r still giving me present:).... N the present I get was all soft toys...they r all so cute:) I put them on my bed:)...

Tis teedy bear on the left is grace n aricia give me for my birthday present. Cute right? IT IS A CARE BEAR!!!!

P.S. thx grace n aricia, I love it...

P.P.S. aricia, sry if i spell ur name wrong:)

Today My Birthday

2009-01-06T18:04:00.004+08:00

2day is my birthday. Tis is a birthday present given 2 me by jocelyn, vinni, angeline,yah theng n porntep. They also brought me a cake:) Tis teddy bear is so cute....

P.S. THX:) I LOVE THE PRESENT U GIVE ME...:)

lost caclulator

2008-12-24T13:56:00.004+08:00

Last few week, I then found out tat my caclulator was lost. If i rmd correctly, tat was when i came bac home from poh im's ah ma house then i knew tat my caclulator was lost. HAHA...I'm so blur...I went serching my whole house but can't find it anywhere. I even ask my cousin c whether they have accidently bring it home. But still dun have. So,... my mum nid 2 buy a new 1 4 me. My mum wan 2 cut my pocket money 4 tis...I wan cry liao...I did'nt lost it on purpose lor... I put on table n when i no it was not there liao lor... can't blame me right? I tink I put all my ting inside my drawer better...or later my ting get lost again.

genting

2008-11-21T10:53:00.003+08:00

On Tuesday, my family n i went 2 gentling.

It was fun but i lost my spect n my sis lost her jacket...

So was it a bad luck or wat??? watever...

First night, my papa n mama went 2 casino.

my sis,m bro n me stayed at the hotel

we were eating the cup noodles...

when mama went 2 the lobby then she found tat she was wearing the hotel slipper...

my sis ,bro n me was laughing so hard

papa wan 2 laugh but dun dare

hahaha....

thought i lost my spect

i still can c tings

only the tings i c is abit blur....

My bad day

2008-10-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

今天本来是要去yah theng家玩的。可是因为小雨的关系，所以我么有趣。好伤心哟。。。不过，我们说好下个星期一，我才去她家玩。其实，我是想去跟她的狗玩。她的狗。。。好活泼哟。。。我就说到这了。

My cousin(which is a boy) 2day really make me angry...take my ting without permission. angry wif him sia....everytime tell him not 2 touch still touch n then take without asking. Then when ask, he put all the blame on the others. so must be4 he put the blame on others, the rest of us need 2 fing out was it him a not. wat a trouble some boy he is. have headache liao la... nvm dun care him hahaha...lol

PS. thought tat i have a long time nv post anyting much so i thought of using chinese...haha

PPS. using chinese 2 tag was also becus i suddendly i feel like i wan 2 ...haha...

play @ fren house

2008-10-12T10:27:00.002+08:00

2 days ago, which is the day tat my exam over. I went 2 yah theng house 2 play. I went there n we play wif her 1 year old dog. the dog was sooooooooooooooooo cute. n it is super active. it will jump onto u when its owner not there or looking. N it also like 2 lick ppl. so cute. well...her dog dunno wan wat when yah theng not there, it will like wan 2 bite u like tat not not real bite. I tink is a friendly bite. yah theng say maybe the dog wan 2 tell us 2 play wif him. HAHA....so cute. I wan 2 go there n play again....

to the spammer

2008-09-21T11:58:00.002+08:00

U WAN 2 SPAM ME? CAN U CAN SPAM ALL U LIKE. BUT WAT DID I DO WRONG? DID I STEAL UR BF? DID I KILL UR LOVE 1 OR UR FAMILY? DID I WAN 2 KILL U? WATEVER THE REASON R I DUN CARE. N HU DO U TINK U R? U R ONLY JUS A PERSON HU DUN NO HOW 2 RESPECT OTHER N EVEN MORE WORST U DUN EVEN NO HOW 2 RESPECT URSELF! u CAN SAY ME U CAN INSULT ME BUT U HAVE NPO RIGHT6 2 DO INSULT ME NOR SCOLD ME NOR SPAM MY BLOG. U DUN TELL ME UR NAME CUS U SCARED OF ME. N I DUN TINK U HAD ANY RIGHT 2 SAY ABT ME CUS U URSELF DID U EVER TINK OF WAT U HAVE DONE? DID U EVER TINK OF WHENEVER U SAY OTHER U URSELF ALSO HAVE DID IT? U TIS KIND OF PERSON WILL NV EVER FIND REAL FREN N U WILL NOT HAVE ANY FREN IF U CONTIUNE LIKE TIS. IF U WAN SPAM ME, SPAM ALL U LIKE. I WRITE TIS 2 U NOT CUS I ANGRY OR SAD OR EMO OR WATEVER IS CUS I JUS DUN GET IT Y U HATE ME SO MUCH. Y? Y U ALL HATE ME SO MUCH? WAT HAVE I DONE WRONG? IF U CAN SAY WAT I DOONE WRONG N THE TING TAT I DONE WRONG IS TAT U ALL NV EVER DONE WRONG BE4 THEN U HAVE THE RIGHT 2 SAY ME BUT I TINK U HAVE ALR DONE THE WRONG N MOST STUPID TING IN THE WORLD. U NO WAT? TIS WAS LIKE MY HISTORY. BUT IN DIFFERENT KING OF WAY 2 EXPRESS IT. U CAN DUN TELL ME HU U R CUS I BELIEVE U R NOT MY CLASS MATES CUS I BELIEVE IN MY OWN CLASS MATES. N TIS IS THE WARNING I CAN GIVE U- IF U CONTIUNE LIKE TIS U WILL NOT GOIN 2 MAKE ANYFREN N THE PPL AROUND U HU CARE ABT U N LIKE U SO MUCH WILL BE VERY DISAPPIONT IN U. ALL I WAN 2 NO NOW IS Y U HATE ME SO MUCH TAT ALL. I DUN WAN 2 NO HU U R ALL I WAN 2 NO IS Y? Y U N UR FRENS HU SPAM ME HATE ME SO MUCH? N WAT DID I DO WRONG? WATEVER THE REASON R I REALLY WAN 2 NO.

Scare 2 death

2008-09-19T20:01:00.002+08:00

2day i thought tat my best fren is goin 2 disapper. She jus after talk finish wif sumone(guy)at the 3rd floor outside the classroom then when i go bac find her she was not there n i quickly run down the stair. But i could not find her anywhere. As she run not really fast i thought she will not go far but as time past i still could not find her n could not contact her,I started 2 ger worry. Then i decide 2 ask my the other best fren 2 help me find her. she really no how 2 hide. N tis make me very angry cus she didnt tyell me she wanted 2 be alone n leave her she jus went away witout telling m,e anyting n make me tink she has disapper into thin air. hello...M i really her fren??? Does she nop i really worry abt her? N yet when i tell him tast she lost or could not find her anywhere he was like doesnt even care like tat lor. nv even wan 2 find her. Wat kind of guy is he? wat make him feel like tis is nth 2 do wif him? y isnt he worry? Tis should be like tat. it shouldnt be. There musd ber sumting went wrong. But i cant do anyting so i tink they settle it them self better.

N MY DEAR BEST FREN (YPI) PLS DUN EVER SCARED ME LIKE TAT LIAO i REALLY SCARED TAT I LOSE U U NO....

4th september 2008

2008-09-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

I do really miss 1 of my fren...he can be say 2 me my very first fren i have at tat time...But after we go 2 different sch, he only contact me once...after tat we nv contact each other alr. Cus I lost his contact number as 4 him i dunno. I really miss tis fren...every time have problem I will tink of him but I cant talk 2 him abt it. I really wish tat I could get 2 c him again n once more be fren again but I tink tat is impossible. He n I have lost contact wif each other so..I tink we will not be able 2 c each other again even we do we will also cant reconigse each other.

PS. ppl hu read tis can no nid care wat i write abt tis cus I write it is cus I feel terrible pain as i nv get any chance 2 c my tis fren again n he is the first fren I get at tat year n is the only 1 hu will always by my side when i get left out...so u all can no nid cae abt tis :)

3rd september 2008

2008-09-03T16:52:00.002+08:00

2day I went bac sch 4 the IT course after tat went 2 do the DnT. Jocelyn, vinni, angeline,tiffany n me went 2 do our DnT. After tat we went home. On the way bac, tiffany say gdbye 2 us at the sch lrt station there, then vinni n angeline say gdbye at the sendkang lrt station there. jocelyn n i take mrt. at the sengkang mrt station there, I saw my pri sch friends. Well, I dun reconise her but she reconise me. haha....she look more pretty now...the other girl i remender but 4get her name alr...haha...my memory not so gd...haha...

29th august 2008

2008-08-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

2day is celebrate teachers' day n farewell 2 the sec 4 students. Well...I dun really feel like wan 2 farewell wif them cus I will m iss them a lots n especially those hu had play wif me n joke wif me...ok...those are all my sis fren but they really good...I mean both girls n boys. N i like them a lot..... Mrs NG got cry...I tink cus of the sec 4 ba...not sure...Then after celebrating finish, we go bac class room. Cus 2day we also get bac our report bk. I all pass except my history. But i still cry cus my chinese have deprove again. Most of my frten tink tat it is cus i fail my history...Partly also cus of history. But i feel much better when i cry it all out. Thx 2 those hu r concern abt me. Nopw i feel much better alr n not feeling so down anymore...N tis i goin 2 say 2 all the teacher in PEI HWA SEC even though they may not c it i will still wish them HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!

22th August 2008

2008-08-22T18:51:00.002+08:00

2day my class get bac their science test paper. When checking, justin go dunno do wat 2 jocelyn's the uniform, then she cry.( u should no wat happen next as tis will always happened whenever ur fren cry) Then when she cry finish, poh im cry...cus her marks deprove i tink...then as science is my last period 4 2day, so after sch vinni n tiffany cry...-.- cry 4 wat reason i dunno...seem like 2 day is not a gd day... Then when i eat my dinner i dunno y 2day i eat very fast lor...lol...n the food seem 2 be tasty then i had everyday 4 dinner. N tat very funny lor cus the dinner i eat is always my grandma cook 1 same 4 2day but dunno y the soup 2day seem 2 be very tasty. Maybe cus i like 2 drink tat soup ba...hehe....

PS. my sec2 daddy really dunno how 2 be a daddy lor, dunno how 2 treat her daughter 1-.- everyday sit behind n nv come infront sit wif me-.- so envy jocelyn...can sit wif "daddy":)

PPS. TIs few days i dunno y i feel so giddy n my stomach keep hungry lor. Have not even half an hour then hungry again-.- n tat giddy dunno y...wat is happening huh??? I got sick mah???I tink no bah..still can blog tink no problem..haha...haha...

21th august 2008

2008-08-21T20:27:00.002+08:00

2day after sch...(i dun wan 2 add the unimportant part:)) I go home wif jocelyn, vinni, angeline n porntep we at the fernvale station waiting 4 the lrt. When trhe lrt came we board but when the door close, jocelyn told me tat I had 4got 2 take my punch liao. I was like "huh" n was shocked. Then i started 2 get a bit panic. My fren told me not 2 be worry later go 2 the next station n ask 4 help from the wat tinging(cus i dunno wat tat tat y i say tinging) They say they get sum1 go there liao told us 2 wait there. Then when the person came, he didn't find my punch. He say if they found it or sum1 found it n give it 2 them, they will contact me. But when i jus reach home, they called me saying they found my punch n called m e 2 go seng kang staion the passenger service there 2 collected me punch but the person say they didn't get it. I called the person hu tell me found my punch 1 say he will give it 2 them in adt 1 hr time tell me 2 get it trm so i went bac home. When i eating my dinner, another person called me saying i can go 2 the seng kang station there 2 collected my punch if i wan 2 now they really have it. Then i go n collected n i finally get bac liao:) So happy.....But I waste a lot of my pocket money lor... I spent abt $6.30 n i get bac $2 only cus got $1 drop when i coming out of the lift(my house 1) But i at least get bac my important ting liao...ever happy so much...no scolding from my mum cus i nv tell her as i get it bac be4 she came home hehe....

14th august 2008

2008-08-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

2day i was angry wif my fren bf. Tat was because he scold me first if he didint i will not say him right? Then the whole day i was angry wif him. Then she tell me not 2 be angry so i dun care wat she say. Cause how m i suppose not 2 get angry WHEN HER BF SUDDENLY SCOLD ME. Then afther recess, at class, i only tell her not 2 tell me anyting tat consist of her bf ting only, sahe also say ting back 2 me. N watever she say, she is siding wif her bf. N the words she say 2 me is really hurt. I no i was also in wrong but the whole ting tat started was not me OK??? Y SHE HAD 2 SAY TING LIKE ALL THE FAULT IS ME N I WAS TRHE 1 WHO CREATED TIS TROUBLE??? Tis is so unfair, so wat she say sry 2 me? she say sry jus because i wazs angry?
or because she say it on behalf of her bf? watever it is i will not accept it. Only she no y i angry wif her. I will not say wat the reason is i wan her 2 find it herself. she say she talk back 2 me cus she angry at tat time, even if sum1 get angry, they7 will not so unrerasonale 2 make the 2 different problem tgt.

30th july 2008

2008-07-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

o..so long nv post liao...2day i got 谓痛. Tat was afther recess the second period. A while pain then a while not pain. So terrible...it stopped at math lesson which is the last period-.- Tat mean the pain i get have last 4 2 period.... so sad...but im happy cus my fren r care 4 me:) So im goin 2 be very happy everyday even though jocelyn has a bit shock shock( well...i sumtimes also like tat when i feel bored):)

20th July 2008

2008-07-20T18:20:00.002+08:00

2day is my great grandma funera. Ba4 the furena begin, every is ok not sad or emo. But when it started sum ppl have started 2 cry, My whole family cannot cry cus my mum say tat great grandma dun like 2 c us cry so we cant cry.... When the funera is over, we went bac 2 have our lunch then we pack the ting n then go home rest. well, 4 me now i writting tis so i have not rest yet. So tired but still have ting nid 2 be done..k i stop here.

My Great Grandma funera

2008-07-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

last 2 day n 2day I went 2 my great grandma funera. As my hand is injure, they say I no nid 2 do the praying ting(I dunno how 2 say it in). My dad say:"U go find a place sit down, u can at there sms." Then i do as my dad told me. I sit down there n started 2 sms "him". All the 3 day, I do the same ting. Sit down there n sms n eat n listen 2 wat other ppl were talking n watching wat others were doin. At there I was bored 2 death. I cant go 4 the praying, so...I also dun have tuition 2day. Well, now I not really tat sad alr, but i will only like feel wired when i go 2 their home next time. Cus I cant c her anymore....

15th july 2008

2008-07-15T13:47:00.002+08:00

I wan 2 cry out...i jus receive a bad news from my mum. She tell me tat my great grandma had gone. Totally gone gone 4ever... Last last year which is 2006 december 1 of my great grandma gone. tis year n is 2day my anlther great grandma is gone... Wat can i do? stay happy? All i wan now is 2 cry cry it all out. At night when i go there c her 4 the last time i cant cry cus she dun like 2 c us cry. So if i wan 2 cry i nid 2 cry now. Cry until im feel better. But i nid my best friend beside me n 2 encourage me...Trm at sch wat will i do? I dunno maybe i be my same oldself so tat my friens will not worry...
PS: those who read tis pls pretend tat u dunno, i writting tis out cus i will feel much better then putting inside my heart...

12th July 2008

2008-07-12T17:30:00.003+08:00

Today I went 2 KK hospital 2 check my hand 2 see whether if it is fracture or the bone go wrong place. The dotor say my hand dun have neither of tis 2 so it was a relieve...but the dotor say there may have a tiny crack on the bone they may not no so they wan me 2 go check again on the 21th july to check my bone... so they bandage up my hand not 2 make it any pain 4 me...I wish there is nth serious abt my hand if not i die die liao....

2nd July 2008

2008-07-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

Tis few month I like have a lot of ting happen 2 me. The teacher always took notice of those boys 1 now like will ask me sumting or ans their qns. N other ting also happen.

有些东西不方便说出来。

my best fren poh im r very sad cus of his bf also sad. She like tat I feel like my best fren have lost or disappear. O man y time pass so fast....... How I wish it will not, I miss Mr Nizam....:( I also miss my best fren n sis in pri sch frens. They r always the 1 tat is beside me when im in trouble or have problem.

希望时间会回到以前

27th june 2008

2008-06-27T22:37:00.004+08:00

Tis week sch started. I thought the new form teacher is gd, in the end is so strict. Every1 in the class dun like him when he first introduce himself as he like keep making us 2 repeat wat he say or keep saying the 教. But the next few days we find tat he not tat real strict n not so boring. N tis week I had lots of hw nid 2 do. sian-.- I 4get 2 bring bac my history file my hw in there. I wan 2 cry liao wuuuuuuuuuu.............. n my best friends nv tell me properly abt sumting, then I have 2 go home myself. Look like tis first week of sch stated is not a gd week 4 me. N 1 of my friend sms me n tell me tat in the class of all the girls in 2e6(my own class) im the moist fierce 1. I really got tat firece mah??? How can i be the most fierce in the class in girls??? there mus be sum 1 else more fierce then me. If u ask me who, I will tell u i nv tink of tat be4.hehe...cus i dun care hu fierce n hu not . All i care is my friends n the relatiopnship n how well do we no abt each other. n next week friday i go malaya until next next monday then come bac. Next monday mr nizam is comin bac n our class r preparing a party 4 him. Wish 2 c him soon.

20th june 2008

2008-06-20T09:42:00.003+08:00

ytd night is a emo night 2 me. I dunno y I suddendly tink of my betray friends. She is my best friend once but after she n the other girls tgt, she change n seem 2 be hurting more ppl. But now all is the past n I hate her, hate her 2 betray me like tat, hate her tat she had 4gotten our friendship. Yet ytd I jus tink of her, it make me even more sad. N ytd night, I started 2 hate everyting around me, I hate myself even more. Wat is the real meaning of friendship? In tis world, is there any best friends we could believe or make? But after eating sum food, I tink my hate had gone off. But y do I always eat so much when i angry or sad huh???

My wierd feeling

2008-06-19T16:36:00.003+08:00

Sch hols is goin 2 over yaaaaaaaaaa.........But there is sumting goin on abt me. I also dunno wat tat but tis few days the ting i do seem like give me sumting 2 worry abt. N wat abt tat weird dream I have ytd night? It so weird.-.-" should I say myself lucky or unlucky??? well, I guess I should not tink tat 2 much. ya........sch hols is goin over tat mean I could c my friends again. o....I miss my best friends... so much 2 tell poh im. well, guess tat she really dunno wan me 2 go 2 her blog 2 tag sumting which was so much fun. hehe...

About NCDCC camp

2008-06-17T19:40:00.003+08:00

Yeh.....I back from my camp liao. I was so tired when I finally reach home. At the camp, there r also others sch NCDCC ppls. At first, we do not no each other so we did not talk 2, after we started 2 do the activity, we getting 2 no each other. The instructer was gd n the NCOs r gd 2. But I like mine group NCOs most, as she always play wif us n nv get angry. oh...there r 5 group, n all 5 group r combine wif different sch ppl. The activity I hate most was the thing tat have 2 do wif the height. So scary...so high...like wan 2 sucided lor...haha..jus jk. Tat was the first day of activity we do. on the same day but is at night la after doing the activity mah:), we had camp fire. But there r no fire as we all tink tat it was 2 hot on tat day. So sticky, n we all r sweating maybe some did not. then tat the end of our first day. I tink I not nid 2 say the part of the camp fire as we all no abt wat we do during the camp fire right???XD The next morning, sherlyn woke up every early at abt 2+am then she dun wan slp liao. I abt 3+am I woke up then I go slp again. then at abt 4+am woke up again then I dun wan 2 slp liao. Then we go do the water activity. Tat was after we had eaten our lunch. then we all could go home. yeeeeeeeepeeeee......but will miss the new friends we had jus make during the 2day 1 night camp:(

Boring Day

2008-06-13T13:47:00.005+08:00

Tis few days nth has happened n it was so boring. N I really feel like 2 complain abt tis chris, he so bad. He keep bullying me lor... Dunno y all the sec 4 ppl like 2 bully their junior...they r all so lame lor...

2008-06-10T14:11:00.003+08:00

1. What’s the connection between you and the last person that called you?
-poh im my best friend
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-no
3. What happen at 10.00am today?
-eat breafast
4. When did u last cry?
-dun rmb
5. What is ur favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-dun like peanut butter
6. What do you want in ur life right now?
-him
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up ur hood
-maybe
8. What is the favourite thing to have on ur bed?
-dunno
9. What bottom are u wearing right now?
-short
10. What’s the nicest text in ur inbox say?
-nth
11. Do you tend to make a relationship diffcult?
-no, jus simple
12. Are you wearing anything u borrow from some1?
-yep my sis
13. What is the last movie you caught?
-kung fu panda
14. What are u proud of?
-dunno
15. What does the oldest text msg in ur inbox say?
-lixuan, u still going to b at the chelet??
16. What is the last song u sang out loud?
-dun rmb
17. Do you have any nick names? what are they?
-cant rmb
18. What does ur last receives text message say? Who was it from?
-:)...chat wid u ltr ba... nid go eat dinner le... poh im's sis
19. What time did u go to bed last night?
-10pm
20. Are you currently happy?
-everyday happi
21. Who gives you the best advice?
-wing sze
22. Do you eat whipped cream str from the can?
-dun no wad tat
23. Who did you talk on the phone with last night?
-no one
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
-nth ba i think
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
-i dun even no tis
26. Do you wear toe sock?
-no
27. Who is the last person you miss a call from?
-my sis
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
-yep
29. What annoys you most in a person?
-dunno
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
-yes
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
-no
32. What is the colour of your room?
-light blue
33. Would u kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
-no
34. Do u believe in the saying of ‘talk is cheap’?
-dun understand the meaning
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
-me
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
-dun rmb
37. did anyone see the last person you kiss?
-no
38. Do you have a life?
-no
39. have you ever think of some dies, when they really didnt?
-no
40. what is the reason behind ur profile song?
-mine have not put up song yep all poh im fault
41. who was the last person u saw in ur dream?
-chad dunno y he is in my dream???
42. last time you smiled?
-evryday i smiled
43. have you changed this yrs?
-yep
44. what are you listening to roght now?
-Chai Hong De Wei Xiao
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
-no
46. do you walk wif you eyes open or close?
-open
47. is there a quote you live by?
-dunno
48. Do you want someone you cant hav?
-dunno
49. have you ever played an instrument?
-yes
50. what was the worst idea you’ve had in a week?
-dunno
51. what are you doing last night at 11pm?
-sleepin g
52. Are you happi wif ur love life right now?
-now i still dun have
53. what song best described your love life?
-dun have
54. Does the person noe u lik him/her?
-dunno
55. who always make you laugh?
-dunno not sure
56. Do you speak other language den eng?
-chinese
57. Favourite wed-site?
-i tink i dun have ba
58. wad is you middle name?
-dunno
59. wad are you doing trm?
-dunno
60.wad do u think you are?
-nth but jus a girl
61. who you choose to die with?
-him
62. whr have you been today?
-nv go any whr jus stay at home
63. wad game do u often plae?
-i tink dun have
64. who are you missing right now?
-him
65. if you’ve to choose btw fren and loves, who will u choose?
-both
66. wad r u doing right now?
-doing tis quiz
67. wad primary sch u from?
-compassvale
68. name 3 colour tt u like?
-green, blue n yellow
69. wad emotion u lik 2 show?
-happy ba i think
70. wad is life 2 u?
-dunno
71. if u have sumting troubling u, wad will u do?
-find sumtink 2 do os chat wif fren
72. who did u last chat in msn with?
-chris from another sch
73. who u admire most?
-dunno
74. which month r u born in?
-january
75. how r u feeling right now?
-angry n sad
76. wad time is it now?
-2.43pm
77. whr r u right now?
-home
78. wad colour did u use 2 dye ur hair?
-nth
79. y r u doing tis test?
-cus she call me 2 do mah
80. wad do u do when u r moody?
-find sum1 2 talk 2
81. at which age do u wish 2 get married?
-when it the time lor
82. who r more important 2 u?girlfren or frens?
-boyfren n girlfren
83. do u think u hav enough confidence?
-no
84. who is the person u trust most?
-my sis, win sze, poh im
85. do u believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
-yes
86. if u have a dream come true? Wad would it be?
87. wad is ur goal for tis year?
-go 2 sec3 express next year
88. do u believe in eternity love?
-when i wif my love one
89. wad feeling do u love most?
-being love
90. do u really think its global warming now?
-no i think
91. wad feeling do u hate most?
-being betray n use by fren
92. do cherish every single friendship of urs?
-yes
93. do u believe in god?
-sumtimes
94. who care 4 u most?
-dunno
95. wad do u think is the most important thing in ur life?
-him
96. wad will u bring if u fight?
-nth
97. wad have u done regretted doing in ur whole life?
-i when i hurt him
98. wad would u feel tt no one on longer cares 4 u?
-sad n sad n sad n wanna cry
99. if u have a choice, do u want 2 turn bac time?
-yes
100. if u realize tt some one love u wad will u do?
-c if i like tat sum1 first

Remove a question, bold it n take it as ur personal question
Next list 10 ppl tt u want them 2 take the quiz
-wingsze
-chris
-lee may
-lvy
-amos

9th june 2008

2008-06-09T20:42:00.004+08:00

last sat my family n i went 2 chelet wif my dad friends
when we reach there we go 2 play at wild wild wet first
we play the whole day
at night then we go back 2 our chelet
even ltr tat night we go watch movie
we watch the kung fu panda
when the movie is over it was the next day morning
lvy n I only slept 4 3 2 4 hrs
we go 2 escape 4 the whole day
IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!
only tat they 2 go play the pirate boat
the first time I went 2 play I almost die
then the next few times I nid 2 be prepare be4 I play
we play the most is the rainbow
we play until the adult call us 2 go back
so sad but even lrt tat night
we go play bowling
my sis, bryan, gini, 1 aunt(my dad's friend) n me
we play 2 game
n all 2 game i win them all
I get the highest point then them
when we go bac 2 the chelet
gina, my bro, n the other 1 girl(bryan's sis) n 1 boy(4get the name)
they were all lying in the bed
pretend 2 be sleeping
we play until dunno wat time then we all fell asleep
the next moring we all cant wake up
nid the adult 2 call us up
we were all preparing 2 go home
when I reach home all in my mind is wan 2 sleep
I was still very tired
n oh...I 4get 2 take pic-.-'''
OMG....

5th june 2008

2008-06-05T10:20:00.002+08:00

early in the morning i quarrel wif my sis

I no it was my wrong

but she also have mah

tis is the third times I quarrel wif her

I say sry 2 her

but she dun accept my apologise

She dun accept or accept I dun care liao

at least I have say sry 2 her

then not saying it

If she wanna tell mum

then she tell lor

It was a bad morning 4 me

maybe I should change my temper

my friends n family say my temper not gd

I no tat but I nid time mah

I cant possible jus in a short time n change it

At least now my temper not like last year

so easily get angry

if any 1 really make me angry

then she/he faster make me laugh can liao lor

I can easily get angry

but I can also easily be happy again

I tink my temper is real bad

so sad no wonder

my friend say i look scary when i angry

But i tink not really tat scary mah

at most angry 4 a few minutes only...

4th june 2008

2008-06-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

2day i nid 2 go 2 the CCA SANA course

at lunch break I saw tat Grasshopper

I dun care him cus we will not c each other again :)

At the course there at first was borin

as i was put 2 sit beside other sch ppl

the after noing each other

I was not bored liao

I dun like my hair star(sry i dun no hopw 2 spell)

cus cant pin up my fring

so bad not nice

wish tat it will grow longer n can pin up

be4 the sch reopen...

3th june 2008

2008-06-03T13:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday night i had a dream

my mum bring me n my smallest cousin

2 a shopping mall(which i dun no what place)

I saw *him* n his friend( only 1) there

then my cousin, me n them go tgt

as my mum allow us

we go n play n shop

have a lot of fun

I dunno y I had tis dream

It was so weird

2day my mum bring me n sis 2 go cut hair

I dun wan 2 cut my hair lor

I wan my hair 2 be long

but nvm since my hair will grow long after a few months

2nd june 2008

2008-06-02T19:11:00.002+08:00

2day i went 2 sch 2 do my LMS

wif jocelyn, vinni, angeline n tiffany

I also c him at sch in the canteen

I jus pretend tat i nv c him n contiune 2 talk 2 my friend

After do finish the LMS

we go cp 2 eat excluding me n tiffany

tiffany go wif her friend

while i company them

but as i nid 2 went home early

so i nid 2 say gdbye 2 them

oh... ya... mine chelet is coming near

poh im go chelet come bac

then it will be my turn 2 go liao

30th May 2008

2008-05-30T15:09:00.002+08:00

2day I went 2 sch 4 my eng class

but I will not be able 2 c him in sch

cus sec 4 start at 11 plus

so bad I cant c him 2day

afternoon poh im n i went 2 kovan 2 buy stm

so fun tat shop jie jie very funny

she heard wat poh im n i talk she also give us some suggestion lor

waaaa....miss him love him wanna c him

must wait 4 sch reopen

still so long

im so lonely

wish tat sun1 will accompany me

29th May 2008

2008-05-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

2day i went 2 sch 4 the eng class

be4 it started I saw *him* in the 4th floor

I was at the 3th floor

he did not c me as he was talking 2 his friends

heng...he did not c me if not I will blush

cus he will be cing me

staring at him

trm I will be goin bac 2 sch again

4 the eng class

wonder if I will c him again

I wish I will c him again

How much I miss him

How much I wan 2 c him

27th May 2008

2008-05-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

2day I went 2 sch as I have the eng tuition

and take back my report book.

after tat I go cp wif jocelyn, vinni n angeline

we went 2 shop n then we go 2 the timezone

it was fun!!!!

Then suddenly poh im told me 1 unhappy thing

which will cause her so sad

I tink tis was all my fault

then at night poh im called me

tellin me tat all was solve n not 2 worry

when i heard tat it was all solve then i felt relief

2day my sis did not go 4 her oral test

as she is not feelin tat well

24th may 2008

2008-05-24T13:56:00.002+08:00

yesterday is the last day of school.

We are getting back our report book but some of us need our parent to get back ours as we did not do well in the exam.

I did not get back mine as i did not do well in my engish

after sch i goin 2 find mr larry

then i go back 2 class 2 find jocelyn, vinni, porntep n angeline

we goin 2 the cp 2 play n shop n eat

when we were at the lrt station i saw some1 there

he did not take the lrt tat my friends n i did not make it in time

i was so shocked 2 see him still there in the lrt station

I thought all the sec 4 has gone alr

then as i was waiting 4 the next lrt i pretend tat i nv see him or not knowing him at all

the next train came n we take it but he did not

I tink he is waiting 4 his friends

I was so emo when i inside the lrt

but i was happi again

23th May 2008

2008-05-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of school

vinni, angeline, jocelyn, porntep n I went 2 compasspoint

we were playing acting(not really acting jus recording the voice)

we were acting in the tone of relationship 1

It was fun

but i knock my hand on the wall so pain lor

vinni n angeline went home first

then left porntep, jocelyn n me

we were still playing when miss jess came out of nowhere...

she told us 2 go home lor n say we nv listen 2 the morning anouncement

I now know y her class so hate her liao...

22th may 2008

2008-05-22T17:42:00.002+08:00

Today miss lee give my class a farewell party:(

I'm going 2 miss her very much...

But i can still chat wif her on msn

but only at night

She has been a very good math teacher

N i like her very much

I like her teaching method even though there r a lot of my friend does not understand

Now she leaving the sch n 2 go somewhere else 2 work

(which i also dun no where)

some of my classmates seem 2 be very happy tat miss lee have gone while some do not

Miss lee i wish u 2 be always happy, pretty n always have a smile on ur face...

21th May 2008

2008-05-21T17:09:00.002+08:00

My this feeling 4 him has become deeper then lesser

wat have gone wrong 4 me

do i nid 2 c a professional docter?

My tink of him have become longer n longer each day

my brain cant focuse on any other tink

ok i still can at least tink of my hw

so it will not affect my studies yet

will i become nut?

omg...I wish tat now i have a real angle 2 help me out

10th May 2008

2008-05-10T17:16:00.003+08:00

I'm wan to die liao
How can I be so missing of him?
Omg...made me cry so many times
all his fault
I hate him
oh...yesterday I go out wif poh im they all c movie
Nv tink tat my father would let me go...
haha...nvm can go can liao
so fun goin out wif friends
My dear friends ,,,,,.......
pls wish me tat i will stop tinkin of everyting
thx u

25th April 2008

2008-04-25T15:06:00.002+08:00

oh my god..

My fever have not gone yet...

So 2day cant go sch...

Poh Im n porntep tell me tat 2day got a lot ppl sick...

I tink my class broke the record of adsentee haha...

Stay at home nth 2 do lor only can sleep cant plat wif friends...

Going 2 die alr...

cant go on like tis...

who going 2 help me by killing me???

pls if anybody could!!!

24 April 2008

2008-04-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

Oh my god...

can't believe tat i get sick so easily!!!

Well...I get a high fever..wu..uuuuu....trm if I ok alr then I no nid 2 stay at home hahaz...

even though the docter give me 2 days of MC...

I dun wan 2 stay at home n doing nth while my friends at sch studying

I dun care trm my fever must gone then I can go 2 sch no matter wat.. hahaz..lol...

oh... my sis 2day had exam...

2day I almost faint lor feel like fainting only...

dun no 2day got any ting happen in sch....

got any hw???

nid ask my friend liao...

wa lou... now I can't talk 2 poh im tat often liao or even sms...

she had some1 2 acc her hahaz...

poh im, can't blame me 4 saying tat who call u leave me alone :(

19th April 2008

2008-04-19T11:34:00.002+08:00

Oh...my god.... I can't believe tat!!!

Clemen, Alfred, James, Jason r playing tis... Jason is the cameraman whiole the 3 of them are acting tat.... n put inside youtube...can't believe at least they nv wear sch shirt..haha...lol nvm tat they so bo liao... wa... so boring lol...then I keep tinking of him...siao I going 2 die liao... I tink I rather die now then tinking of him.. nvm I tink I can 4get 1 must have confident..hahaz lol... going to die or crazy is still the same to me 4 tis few days or mabe weeks ...help me ...my god...wu...wuuuuuuuu.....

15th April 2008

2008-04-15T15:58:00.003+08:00

Today, I had a father (ding kang) n mother (porntep) at sch...hahaz... make them so funny lor. At ACE tat time, I called Ding Kang to give me drink his sweet drink... he then keed saying "The girl there. The girl there" I tell hym tat if he dun stop then i drink the water wif my mouth touching it. He thought I dun dare so he say it again then i drink it infront of hym, he get shocked...hahaz...so funny lor nv tink tat i dare to do it... I stay back wif poh im n pei shan again... hahaz got lots of fun... later go home nid to do my HE if not trm I die liao... Mdm Gan suck lor hatez her... not good... n she not hygiene lor... hand clean liao then touch her sweat then do the dish again... yuckssssss...........hatez her......

14th April 2008

2008-04-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

Today I had a 2.4km run. It suck lor...so hot and easily get thirsty lor... But i pass I get 3rd but i need to thx some of my friends, they are vinni poh im jocelyn and the boys. They keep encourage me to run not to stop if not just jog. Oh... today i get to chat wif peishan and poh im after school. It such a long time since I had chat wif peishan for so long. hahaXD I also had stay back to call miss lee to give me tuition. she teach really goood. I like her and wan her to be my math teacher for the rest of my secondary school life. I feel that she is a teacher that is very different from the other teacher. She let us speack chinese in class even thought we are surpose to speak engish. But i really dunno y some of the ppl in my class dun like her lor...she soooo goooooood

14 April 2008

2008-04-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

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